rainy cold december nights

My iTunes is currently looping the song, Decembers by Hawthorne Heights.

I am loving this song.. if you ever get the chance to listen to this song, put on a couple of headphones, or listen to the song whilst you're alone in a quiet room and listen.

The images it brings to mind is one of a rainy December night where a girl sneaks out of her home to be with a boy she loves and after the shared conversations, the eye gazing, holding each others hands, and eventually falling asleep next to one another, and waking up again in the early morning.. the boy sends the girl home in her car, it is still raining and there's a chill in the air.. whilst driving, he holds her hand and tells her that they can't go on sneaking out to see each other and that they shouldn't be scared about letting others know about their love because he doesn't feel that it's right for the girl and he loves her too much to have to lie to her family to be with her..

Lets try to remember these days back in December
Our lives were very different
I was lonely when we first met
A small upstairs apartment
Driving through the darkness to get back home
Before they knew you were even gone

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when your in love
I'll always know I'm not enough to even make you think

Please, slow down, girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last

I miss you so much, a self-inflicted coma
The days drag on I never thought of running with their feet
And when i feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed
I picture you in the dress you wore four weeks ago

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love
I'll always know I'm not enough to even make you think

Please, slow down, girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last
I know it hurts to feel so all alone
I'm by myself, more then you could know

If only they were all alone...
They were all alone...

Please, slow down, girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last
Slow down girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last

I know it hurts to feel so alone
I'm by myself, more then you could know

If only they were all alone...
They were all alone...
They were all alone...
They were all alone...

useless boys

Okay. This is getting annoying. I don't go out often, but when I do.. there are guys who are just staring staring staring. Eeeeeee. I hate that. So whenever I'm with Mark, I'll run over to where he is, and grab his hand so that they would know not to disturb me!

Yeah, that's right! I'm taken!!

What's funny though is that when I do that, those guys would do a double take. Hey, I don't blame them. It's not often that they see a skinny hot chick with some horizontally challenged boy. In fact, I would do that too. I used to raise an eyebrow to guys who are good looking and built enough to have any girl he wants but chooses to be with some incredibly fat chick. Or to girls who are skinny with a guy who is much bigger than she.

Sometimes, I'll walk pass with Mark and I would see these guys looking at me as I walked in their direction and then pass them with Mark holding my hand and I would hear them exclaim, "Woo.. boleh tahan." Stupid stupid stupid. I wish they didn't have to do that.

In a way, it's a compliment, to both Mark and I but really.. just like today.. I went out for lunch to McD with my dad and my little sis. My dad went off first to buy some things from the supermarket downstairs leaving my lil sis and I to continue on with our food..

There was this group of boy who were just miling around. Before, I noticed them trying on some sunnies at a small shop. After my dad left, they decided to sit around a table in McD and that's when I noticed that they were all carrying a video camera.

Nothing wrong with bringing around a video camera. But I got really... I don't know what's the word.. but try to guess what I felt when they pointed it straight at me. I know this because there's no one else that was sitting in line with where they were pointing their camera.

And they even had their lens off. But I know that they're not recording cos I know how video cams work. A little red light would come on if they started recording. After a few minutes.. I noticed that they had their camera still trained on me, and then I noticed that this time, the little red light on their bloody camera is on.

Bastards. Have they no respect for other people's privacy? I decided to hurry up and usher my lil sis to finish with her lunch and then left. I don't think they got much recording time of me sitting and innocently drinking my coke.

Pfft! C'mon la... and it was one of those days where I didn't bother to dress up or to do anything nice to my hair. At least let me do that if you wanna record, k? Nyahahaha.

Idiots.

senseless

You know what's ridiculously funny about what's been going on with the pope's comments on Islam's founder?

Pope Benedict quoted the Byzantine emperor who said that the teachings of Prophet Mohammed is evil and inhuman. Why? Because muslims were encouraged to spread their faith via violence.

Of course, the muslims got enraged about what the pope said about Islam being a religion where violence is okay and in some ways, encouraged. So they went on a rampage attacking churches and also threatening the church with a suicide attack for the pope's remarks.

Which just further proves the point, doesn't it?

So, the pope apologized. Yes yes, sorry sorry! But no, they just don't understand? Uh.. hello?? What more else could you want? The pope did not outright say anything horrid about the Islam religion.

He was just commenting on the ongoing violence that is going on in the world. And most are unmistakably done by muslims. I realise that this is a very sensitive issue to debate over or to write about.

I have nothing against muslims. I have nothing against the religion. My friends are in fact, muslims, and I respect them. But the point of the matter is.. why would you further prove someone's else's point and then demand that they take back what they said or do something about it?

It just doesn't make any sense.

this dog is a cutie pie

The almost rug.

The other day I went over to the hair salon and I met the most adorable individual. It made me want to hug him, squeeze him, love him. Ah, isn't he the cutest? After I was done doing my hair, I got up off the chair and almost walked on the little fellow. (Or lassie. Hmm.. I'm not too sure.) Because the way it was sitting on the floor was so much like that rug we have up in my parents' bedroom!

Except that this one had softer hair. And it was sooooo clean. Clean doggy.. it wasn't even smelly! Ah... *hugs* It was watching me so I took a picture of it. Hee. Perfect! After awhile it got up and started chasing it's tail. Hahahahaa! Stupid adorable dumb funny dog.

I didn't manage to start recording a video of it chasing its tail before it stopped and started looking at all the other people wakling past it. Watching them sashaying past with their shiny new hair, knowing that its hair is still the best. The cheek of that dog!

So adorable.. the people who run the hair salon tied its' front hair up so that it could see.. and they dyed the very tip of its' tail pink as well as the tip of the doggy's front hair.

I'm so jealous of this little dog's hair. Seriously. Cos it's so nice, clean, and soft. Lol!

After awhile of staring at the people, it got up, walked over to the front door, and plopped itself down on the floor and stared out into the world. That poor lonesome dog..

*plop!*