rainy cold december nights

My iTunes is currently looping the song, Decembers by Hawthorne Heights.

I am loving this song.. if you ever get the chance to listen to this song, put on a couple of headphones, or listen to the song whilst you're alone in a quiet room and listen.

The images it brings to mind is one of a rainy December night where a girl sneaks out of her home to be with a boy she loves and after the shared conversations, the eye gazing, holding each others hands, and eventually falling asleep next to one another, and waking up again in the early morning.. the boy sends the girl home in her car, it is still raining and there's a chill in the air.. whilst driving, he holds her hand and tells her that they can't go on sneaking out to see each other and that they shouldn't be scared about letting others know about their love because he doesn't feel that it's right for the girl and he loves her too much to have to lie to her family to be with her..

Lets try to remember these days back in December
Our lives were very different
I was lonely when we first met
A small upstairs apartment
Driving through the darkness to get back home
Before they knew you were even gone

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when your in love
I'll always know I'm not enough to even make you think

Please, slow down, girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last

I miss you so much, a self-inflicted coma
The days drag on I never thought of running with their feet
And when i feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed
I picture you in the dress you wore four weeks ago

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love
I'll always know I'm not enough to even make you think

Please, slow down, girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last
I know it hurts to feel so all alone
I'm by myself, more then you could know

If only they were all alone...
They were all alone...

Please, slow down, girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last
Slow down girl
We're moving way too fast for their world
We've gotta make this last

I know it hurts to feel so alone
I'm by myself, more then you could know

If only they were all alone...
They were all alone...
They were all alone...
They were all alone...