too sien for good english

Is the internet still sort of down? Took me ages just to load Blogger.com up.

Eh. I'm bored. Today is weird. I feel frustrated for getting out of bed late. Not waking up late, mind you. Just for getting out of bed late. Then I felt sad because I was thinking of houses. And one thing lead to another and I found myself thinking about Mark. Which got me really sad. Angry. Disappointed. Angry. Furious. Frustrated. Yeah. But mostly, I was sad for Mark.

Then this afternoon. Lalala. Bored. So was messing around with my phone. Oh! Today is 10th of January. So decided to randomly wish my boyfriend a happy one year + three months anniversary.

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I think I want to delete my friendster account. Too much crap in there lor. All those weird random strangers whose invite to be their friend has piled up tremendously. All the unread messages that were sent my way. Plus, some strangers who I really should delete off my friends list. Testimonials which aren't really testimonials?

Oh ya. Was surfing through peoples profiles. The ones who have bookmarked me in particular. And I came across this lady's profile. Someone who's a part-time model amongst other things. Maybe I should link her. Cos going through all her pictures.. she is pretty lah. She is, she really is. But she definitely isn't a model. Her pictures, although all taken by professionals seem to lack commitment on her part.

Ya ya. After watching several seasons of America's Next Top Model, I am the number one go-to girl about models. Hahaha. Aiyah. If like that ah... I think I can be a model also lor. All she's got is nice looks and long hair. But she's not a model. Kakaka. She doesn't understand her body and the angles that would compliment her.

Friendster got bug hor. When looking at pictures and you go to one that has been grabbed from another person hor.. when you click next again hor.. you will go to that other person's pictures instead. No wonder I was so confused.. I was looking at person A's pictures and then suddenly all these pictures of person G comes on, one after the other. Isyk.

Wondering why these people bookmark me in the first place. Feel so sorry that I didn't reply their messages. Maybe some of their messages are currently sitting in my inbox just waiting to be read. =(

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2 more weeks before I get to fly out of Miri. Feel sad about it. Mostly because of bad stuff that happened to someone else at where we would be going. And although it didn't happen to me. I feel close enough to that person to feel hurt and sad about the incident. Stupid or not?

But in a sense, I'm glad to be getting out of Miri. God knows I need it.

Sigh.

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Yesterday, I picked Mark up from the airport. After that we went to his house to drop his stuff off and for him to shower lor. Then after that we both went to Bintang Plaza for dinner. Yeah, McD. I'm not so keen about fast food anymore. Been having so much of it for the past few days that I feel unhealthy even just thinking about it. But I had it anyway.

Yeah, I would still eat even if someone else in the restaurant threw up their food at a nearby table, I would still be able to continue eating my own dinner. Haha.

Then Mark suprised me with a present. Hahaha. Was really suprised. Cos before at his house, I found these two mobile keychain sort of things in a plastic bag that I helped carry into the house for him. I was like, "What's this?". But of course it's obvious I knew what they were. But that's beside the point! Anyways, he said, "Oh.. those were for you. I was hoping you wouldn't find them." (But that wasn't what suprised me)

Yeah, and I almost didn't. Only when we were about to leave then I noticed. Because eventhough before I had looked into the plastic bag and took out a book that Mark just bought I honestly didn't see the thing. It was shiny.. that's why I saw it last minute. Hahaha. Shining and calling out to me at the corner of my eye.

However, that didn't really suprise me. Cos while Mark was in Kuching, I was half joking with him to get me a present. Cos honestly, I don't think Mark would get me anything if I had not said anything. Yeah, that's how my boyfriend is. Even then, I figured he would probably get me something like a I LUV KUCHING keychain. So, I wasn't at all too suprised to get those keychains although they weren't of the I lUV KUCHING variety.

But anyway! He suprised me with another present. Not the keychain thing. Cos after I finished eating at McD, he pulled out this pretty red box from his bag. Aiyayaya. SEE SEE!!! That's why lah I rasa pelik je when he came into the car with me carrying a bag.

Then I asked him what the bag he was bringing around for.. he go say, oh nothing.. But funnily enough, I didn't question it any further. Nor did I have any funny thoughts about what he might be carrying in that bag.

Because in the ONE YEAR AND THREE MONTHS that we've been together, he's never ever brought a bag around.

Yalah hor.. why didn't I think that something strange was up. Ai ai ai.. and I thought I was paranoid. Damn. I disappoint myself.

But yeah... so sweet, right?

But so sad, I had to bring him home early. Like, at 8pm. Boooooo. But only because he had to drive up to Brunei the next morning at 5am and then head straight to work. So poor thing.

But we stayed in my car, outside his gates for about 40 minutes. Hehe. Cos I sulked. So he made me happy again by making me laugh.

Sweet or what, eh.

Sorry lor. My life no drama liaw. I mean, of course got la. But duwan to share with anyone anymore. Cos you all very bad audience.

*SULK*

Come pujuk me. :D