the introverted extrovert

In a day, I've been described as two different extremities. One, being quiet and alone. Two, being popular and sought after by boys.

I believe the first one. But the second? Hah.

Kinda funny.. how some people comment on how whenever they walk around with me, they always see me being stopped by so many people just to chat and so many others who would wave and say hello to me.

But it's sad too.. cos you might actually find me walking the hallways alone most of the time.

And in class, I tend to end up sitting alone only because I'm too shy to sit next to someone else. I don't want to sit next to someone who might actually hate my guts or something. Though, I don't know if anyone really does hate my guts.. but yes, I'm paranoid that way.

There have been noted observations from other parties who have labeled me as an introverted extrovert. I'm quiet unless I'm in the right situation where I tend to let it all go and then I'm almost an attention whore.

Almost.